I’m not insane, I’m not insane!!
I’m not insane, I’m not – not INSANE!!

Tomorrow swimming!
Friday photoshop event. ): *I hate photoshop!
Saturday dod at night.
Sunday photoshop tuition.

Cheeeeeeb! I’m super into guitar practicing now that i almost neglected about my work. But fortunately, I quite on time during meetings, so everything should be ok. BUT, still individual designing assignment better remember GATES! I cant sing at all now. My throat and chest hurts whenever I try singing. Most probably I got some throat infection or is it that I’m spoiling my throat due to practicing screamo? But I remember using my diaphragm while screaming. Well, whatever it is. IT FUCKING HURTS NOW!! >:(

A super embarrassing incident happened today!
Alright, I’m not INSANE. I’m suffering from SCHIZOPHRENIC!

Alright, I’m a lucky star today, Mel got all the three shirts that he had wanted for just $32 la!! I got two for $23. Hahaha. Btw, this post is to curse and swear at a “MCM BITCH OF MY CLASS!!” The story goes like this. I had a module called Location Video Production (Locvid). We have to get into groups and start our upcoming projects. Not wanting to have bad group experience again with some of my marked ppl, I ask that bitch if i could join her group. (She’s quite consistent at work) She said ok. After awhile, she came to ask me, hey bailin. you want to join my group isit because you dont want to join so and so’s group. By telling the truth, I replied yes. She’s like ooh, you shouldn’t have said yes. I felt so touched (of course, in a sarcastic way!) that you are treating me as a substitue. I’m like WHAT THE FUCK!?! I didnt mean it that way! I tried to explain and she’s like you need not need to defend yourself. So since I cant explain myself, I just walked away. So, is she a FUCKING BITCH? OK, chill!!

I screwed my photoshop test today! asshole photoshop! ):
I’m not insane, I’m not! Come back to me is almost easy.
Matchmaking session over the weekends!!

Designing logos, designing brochures and playing with illustrator and photoshop is damn fun and cool. Btw, after today’s discussion on web graph project and having a rough idea of what’s our webby going to look like, i’m sure it’s going to be cool. My brother is going be a drummer. DRUMS COMING SOON!! hahaha. Can rock my house with my bro and piss my parents and sis off. Yay! Avenged Sevenfold is a real kick-ass man. Anyway, just watch the interview video with A7X, M.Shadows said that all good bands starts from the bottom. They screwed their first gig but well, slowly, things will fix and you just have to learn. Things will get better. (:

I’m always high on Mondays!!
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I’m not around
When I’m much too far away.

It’s soft, empty and ink!

Avenged Sevenfold’s latest songs are out in the net! Album will be out on the 31st, so people go grab them. But being a pauper, I can only dl them. Opps. AWESOME!! Is there any lotion that can make your hair grow longer after applied? Tell me! Anyway, thanks Jesley to reccommend me the Tagger job. Hope I can manage my studies while working. My brother is super addicted to Jenny after listening to Click 5 in Live the Dream finals. Though Jenny Low is not my Marcom tutor but I want sing this edited Jenny song to her. (For Fun!)

Jenny, what’s the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say this can, then you say this can’t.
You keep me hanging on, and i’m not moving on.
I’m standing still, Jenny. You got my work all wrong.
Jenny, it’s killing me.

*No offence, Jenny! hahah (:

Had been going out almost everyday. Anyway, thanks Caleb and his parents for bringing me out to east coast for a wonderful supper last night. Today, I’m feel so flustered and shag!! Watch a traid movie with Caleb at Jubilee. Super old cinema but it’s kind of like cool. Sometimes, it feels good to have a change of environment and surrounding. Went DOD too. The 6N bus is like freaking slow la! Melvin and I waited for like an hour for it to arrive, Guess we should have cabbed home. Alright, no mood for anything now, I just want to sleep! I wanna a walk on fire in mumbai! hahaha

“Two vibrant hearts could change”
Oh, I hate people who keep finding excuses to stop me from doing something. lousy faggorts! (:

I’ve missed quite alot for not attending school for 2 days. Promise won’t happen again. Got “lecture” from Jeremy and I might be marked down for participation marks. ): But he ended with a kidding so phew! haha. Thanks Jeremy, rest assure I wont skip meetings or school again. I guess I know nothing about Medsoc man. Need to get textbooks soon. QING PEI! Found any for me? haha. Today’s hw, practice web design’s path thingy (photoshop), draw out template for my web design for Marcom and read up on Medsoc and Marcom.
“!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^!!!” I shouldn’t have missed school. It’s killing me.

Anyone willing to accompany me watch 2 horror movies?

Again, my nick says it all. Click 5 is woohoo! Anyway, I need to back school asap to ask around on what I’ve missed over that two days when I’m absent. Anyway, Caleb is an ASS! Blogged so much embarrassing things about what I did in Sentosa. ): Also, I wanna highlight something again Caleb, I’M NOT DICKSON! hahaha. Anyway, someone in my course says I look like a slacker and an ah beng. So sad la! Well, although the first impression does matter but, I have the power to change it too.

Singing this out loud, “She’s just the girl I’m looking for!” (:

Cheeb! I did turn up for sch for two days! Guilt is embracing me in my dreams now. Cant sleep well. Last night, Caleb and I climbed up the guardhouse at Siloso beach and slack there. The scenery is fantastic, being a lifeguard is so relaxing. Anyway, while we are still at the guardhouse, i had a natural call. So Caleb suggested that we pee-ed down from the guardhouse and we did! I pee-ed a letter D for him and he pee-ed a letter B for me. haha. cool? Anyway, I met two daughters of mine at the siloso beach. They are super adorable. I took photos with them but well, Melvin’s camera crashed and all the photos we took are gone. Kinda sad but still these memories will etch in my brain forver. Caleb suggest me to change my name from Gates to Dickson so that he could go around calling me “Dick”! Well, of course a big NO is being said to him. Caleb, u cheeeeeb fuck face! hahahahaha. Oh ya, we composed a song in 10 mins!

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIFEN!”

Sentosa is fun!! I need to go back school to end my guilt. ):
I met a new friend in mcm. Charmaine. (:

Haha. My nick says it all. I start today lousily. Was super late for school. When I reached and sat down for not even 5mins and my lecturer said,”Guys, that’s all for today.” And I’m like uh?! I missed everything!? Well, it’s ok. I can always retrieve them in tutorials. I had fun doing stupid things like chatting in the middle of the road and motorcycles are like “vbroom, vbroom” us. Clapping and saying welcome to people as they walked past us. Chatting and talking some things with sense. Actually mass commers aren’t that bad after all. I was reccommeded to a book name “the lotus and the cross”. It’s about the conversation betweeen Jesus and Buddha. Haven’t finish it but guess it’s going to be nice anyway. 3hrs break is so redundant in our timetable. Waste time and money!

“Girl, what if there is no eternal life?”

Ouch, having stomachache. Last night was woohoo! Dod action was crazy but awesome guys!

Hand of blood’s solo is awesome. Solo part 1 to Harmony solo to solo part 2 then to post solo. (:
Anyway, she’s having a touch rugby competition today. Good luck and stay calm all the time. Don’t get touch when you’re with the ball. haha. I need a fucking a job now again. I’m going to be broke quite soon or real soon. Need to get a digital camera for dad as his birthday present and a promise drumset to my brother. I FUCKING need those money!! Newspaper, where are all the newspaper? I hadn’t touched them since last year. I’m losing touch of the world around me. Guess I might be living in oblivion when I continue not reading them. This may like to this situation one day. Someone ask me. “Hey, do you know that Osama Bin Ladin had been elected as the US president?” And I’m like “Uh huh? Really? More buildings down!” Opps. hahaha.

Anyway, last morning, I had a extremely weird dream. I dreamt that my neighbour got possessed by Satan. I’m lazy to eleborate the whole scene but it was scary and weird. MAN! What am I dreaming?