Thursday is so tiring!! Filming is smooth and steady. My acting skill actually not that bad ok. hahaha. Friday is really a test for me. The climax of the whole script. Some crying scenes too. MAN!! Graphcom project is coming to an end soon and locvdp is coming up. But it’s going to be fun. Ok, hurry for medsoc revision. Medsoc lecturer fucking cant teach so ya. I’ve to rely on myself to study. Some good news for myself. Seize the day solo, gunslinger solo, beast and the harlot rhythm, beast and the harlot chorus and bridge lead, MASTERED! hahaha. More to come. Way to go.

“G has nice smile and beautiful eyes!”
“But with all that we’ve been through, after all this time I’m coming home to you.”

G scared me with deadlines! ): RAHHH! Today my CATS groupmates and I click very well all of the sudden. We camwhores and had fun in the library room. So fun. They are really efficient groupmates. Wolverine is an awesome hero. I love his mutant power, so cool la. Indestructible and can heal very fast. I really have nothing to blog about so that’s it ya.

“Thanks for the goodbye.”

Today is so productive. I managed to finsih my dreamweaver all by my own. That’s kind of awesome feeling for me. I got a new phone, NOKIA 6500 Slide. Finally. No need to get mocked by Caleb and friends again. Busy busy week next week. Medsoc and webgra test. Next next week, marcom and webgra test. All the best to me! Medsoc is a bye bye for me la. Anyway, I’m starting to enjoy school now. Anyway, G and her chinese is so funny. Cant stand her. American can turn into “AH MA LI KA”! Gosh!! hahahaha. “MEI GUO” la, xiao jie! That’s the cute side of her. Containing kit is still a question mark. Should I get a cloth hanger as a containing kit or some plastic bag or what. Creativity? Consistency? Matching? AHHH!!! Also, I did my first filming scene today. With my marketing lecturer, Mr Clement Tay. It was so good that one shot settles all. No NG or error or retake. I’m born an actor huh? hahahaha. I cant stop laughing after the director says “CUT!” Graphcom is making people think too much. Seriously, your brochure is nice enough girl. Chill!! OH YES! When I’ve alighted from the bus 74, a bitch ran towards me and push me when I’m listening to my Ipod. I fucking got a SHOCK of my life. The bitch is JEAN btw. hahahahaha

“I will seize the day with you around!”

Alright, today is an extremely fun day. So fun till we got stuck in the lift. It was raining quite heavily when my location video production group was discussing. We were at the atrium and the rain poured in. So, we decided to go to the library and continue our work. So, we packed and left. Geraldine decided that we take the lift up the library which we had never taken before. Denise was like nononono, the lift is slow and bla bla bla. I, out of curiousity also decided to take. Geraldine pulled the reluctant Denise in. So, me, geraldine, denise and candice went in. We closed the door and pressed up. However, we waited for awhile and it didnt move. So we thought that the lift is slow so it take times to move. However as we continue waiting, we come to a conclusion that the lift isn’t working. The door wouldnt open. WE WERE TRAPPED!! The girls are like laughing and screaming their heads off. So embarrassing. The lift is transparent and so people from the outside could see that we are trapped. I think we were like animals stuck in the cage trying to break free. The worse thing is that the girls hid the faces by turning back and I have no choice but to face the embarrassment all by myself. So embarrassing la!! End up, we got a few helpful people to help us get the door open and we ran up the library with a ashamed and embarrarssed heart. hahahahaha. Really, curiousity kills!! I swear I will never take the lift again. Geraldine’s idea got us all into embarrassment but it was fun. Real fun and laughter!! She ahh!! Tsk tsk tsk. hahahahhaha. Oh! Also, today Mr Choy got all my logos and bauhaus brochure and poster approved. He said my bauhaus is nice and simple. And I have a unique and special Maxime Services logo. So happy to hear that!! Hope my grades will be like what he says. AWESOME EH ME!!! hahaha

“Building up inside of me!”

I just finished downloading a Hong Kong serial drama, Just Love. It’s now on Channel 8 every Monday to Friday, 7pm. Catch it if you have the time. Awesome! I just come back from Ikea with Caleb. Searching for some idea for my containing kit for Buahaus. Now, I roughly have an idea on what to do for my containing kit. Hope it appeals to Choy Kok Kee. hahaha. Ikea is such a nice place to camwhore. Caleb and I camwhore in their furniture warehouse. OH! I want to redesign my whole bedroom. Ikea’s stuff is so cheap and nice. Gotta grab a bite. So hungry. OH! I’m so clumsy and stupid. I deleted all my marketing notes! Sheez. Get it from Jeremy tommorrow then. Fee so uneasy without them.

“My black and my white.”

I’ve always been true,
I’ve waited so long just to come hold you.
I’m making it through, it’s been far too long.
We’ve proven our love over time’s so strong, in all that we do.
The stars in the night, they lend me their light,
to bring me closer to heaven with you.

The song is so.. just so wow! It birngs an overwhelming emotions to me. Makes me want to scream and sing these song out loud to her. Sorry for the emotional posts this few days. I just need to get my assignments are done nicely and every other problems solved. Anyway, filming will be AWESOME! And our script is on sweet sweet cute cute romance. Nice right? Wait till you get to see our videp. The idea is so awesome la. The days pass so fast and the year is ending. Thinking back, I’m still in school playing table tennis, volleyball, basketball, soccer, laughing, slacking, smiling, crying, fighting, working and many more. Kind of old school recently. Watching old old shows like what MVP valentine and some old old songs and this and that. I might be going China for the first time during march holidays. So cool right! I’ll come back with a cheena accent. hahaha. Today, the peaceful but lonely day. Home alone now. I’m quite productive in the morning. Fixing designs and some guitar practices. Now, I’m just so lazy to do anything.

“Living another day in disguise.”

Curses by bullet for my valentine! Listen it people. I fucking love it. AHHHHHHHHHH! Hmm, I’m sure you guys will like the intro. (: Anyway, I shouldn’t have slack so much yesterday, Thursday. I feel kind of rather useless now. Like not doing work and at least reading or revising some work. Level of satidfaction=LOW!!! Everything in Novmber is so not right, it’s a cursed month for me. I hate my hair now, perhaps another bad hair day. Maybe I should get M.Shadows hairstyle and not having to worry about the problem of having bad hair day or lack of wax. I’m so hungry now. Yakult and carrypuff will be on the way soon. It’s going to taste extra nice for some particular reasons I guess. haha. OH! Next Thursday, FILMING! It’s really going to be a test of my acting skills. Gosh! Me being drama mama!! Tsk tsk. CMI la!! Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA! I feel so not myself in school. I still love the one who is blogging now. Quiet, peace in heart, contented, alittle sleepy but happy self. I always love friday night. Let me count the people whom I cannot do without in this world. My family, Jean, erm, to be exact, only u guys. 5 ppl! Aint that pathetic? Erm, erm, can I buy you dinner tonight?

“It’s the best place to be when you’re feeling like me!!”

“Brompton cocktail is an elixir made from morphine or heroin, cocaine, highly-pure ethyl alcohol, and sometimes chlorpromazine (Thorazine) or even cannabis and advil liquigels given to terminally-ill individuals, especially cancer patients, to relieve pain and promote sociability near death.”

Wikipedia (2007). Brompton cocktail – Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia. Retrieved from Novemer 22, 2007, from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brompton_cocktail

I just want the drink. I’m feeling so down right now at this moment. The morning is so relaxing. I had breakfast with my mum and bro. We chatted happily. I should say now I realised that the role of a Big Brother is very important in the heart and soul of a younger brother. He always look upon you as an example. Following your footsteps even if it’s bad, he follows. I should say, perhaps, I failed him? I even shoot out a series of vulgarities at my mum when she blamed me. I just cant control. I know my mum is feeling bad, feeling disappointed, feeling sad, feeling anxious, feeling worried now. Why cant I just understand my mum abit more? I just met up some of my mum’s friends for a facial session and they all tell me how wonderful my mum is. As a friend to them and as a mum to us. My mum is just so wonderful and awesome. Again, I’m sorry mummy. It’s just so not easy to please everyone. I will work hard to bring my family closer!

“Mum, I’m sorry, I can’t be perfect!”

From Jean’s blog,
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: see!
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: sum 41 is gd. keke
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: technique la
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: but 3 piece can nv be good in their live
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: aye dont say alr
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: dunno why that guy left either
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: i heard he is coming to singapore
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: eh but maybe they’re exceptional case
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: he’s joinig a singapore band
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: the one who left sum 41?
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: JOIN SG BAND?!
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: ya
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: yes
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: THAT’S SO STUPID OF HIM
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: i heard the band grp got a member call gates
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: not stupid
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: is good
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: hahaha
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: stupid
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: purely stupid
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: did u actually believe me?
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: because sg can nvr break into eng market
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: oh my!!
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: OMG
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: you shit head
TAMA nani ittendayo BOKE says: i feel so dumb -.-”
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: u are always dumb
a photo frame beside my movie’s seat says: hahahaha

tell me. WHY ARE THE PPL CLOSE TO ME CONNING ME ON MSN?! -_- i just got conned by mizue recently and now bailin. this is rubbish!

Jean Lim (2007). rahhh~ . Retrieved November 21, 2007, from http://orangemilo.blogspot.com/
Aint she dumb? hahaha, but lovable. That’s my bestie Jean!

Alright, I’m just another free loader. The details will not be eleborated as it is not to my favour. haha. Anyway, I think I’m getting more and more hardworking. Starting to get worry about deadlines, grades and work. Feel uneasy though, but I feel useful. Like doing work everyday, everything on task and according to schedule, it feels so good. Oh yes. Good news!! How should I put this? Hmm, I don’t know. It seems that we are actually getting even much more closer after a long break. Day by day, closer and closer. It’s a good sign to me though.

From different ways,
to the same old day.
She just love sieze the day,
the song I only want to play.
All the things she says,
will always make my day.
My heart for her will never sway,
will please her till she says OK!

*please as in making her happy and not begging her!!

Alright, quite a random poem but it’s for her, G. Tomorrow shall be my rest, the work has been killing and decreasing the amount of sleep I should have.

“Far cry from innocence!”