She’s hot, she’s mature, she’s pretty, she’s kind, she’s happy. Waoh! Instant noodles mock up is a piece of crap! My design got rejected a numerous times. Oh well, I sucked at it. Alot of things cant be said here as it will turn out to be a bitching post and being passed around. And so I’ll become the second “urge!” Come’on, sometimes I need somewhere to vent right? Alright, just one line. Hope this is not a bitchy enough to become a bitching post people. “We are team-mates, not boss and subordinates. You get it?” My life just revolve around the same people. I need to know more friends and have fun. I can no longer have fun nowadays. It’s tough not being able to type somethings here. Like I’m restraining myself from typing things down. I press the backspace button more than other buttons. I’ve being deleting whatever I’ve typed and thinking twice if I should publish it. How realistic is the world? You cant bitch the one who is at fault. Weird! Seriously, I don’t mind becoming the old quiet self of mine in school again. A gunshot to the head of trepidation solo, 30% mastered. More to come! I want to meet C.L! C.L is a girl not Clarence Lim. hahaha.

“It’s being confirmed. It’s just another infatuation.”

I shan’t scold you in my blog. Jack talks zoo’s top. That’s all.

Now, I want everything to be according to my way. I don’t want to give in. I don’t want to compromise. I just want it my way. Fuck!! Is it just a moment of change or for eternity? I don’t want to be selfish, but sometimes, it really feels good to be wrapped up in myself. Whatever the case is, I just don’t want to move. I want to stay here just for awhile. Sometimes, I hate your “whatever” attitude, your pampered princess self and self centered mind of yours. Perhaps you are too naive and innocent to care about the people around you. Especially the one here? Leave it, fuck it, roll it, kick it, blow it, blast it and heck it! I don’t want to care anymore. After these few projects, we might not be in contact anymore. Just passerby in each other’s world. After the zebra crossing, we leave and moved toward our own direction. No goodbyes, no waving and no smile. Silent will bring us emptiness. Someday when you think back, can you find a mark of mine in your zebra crossing? A mark that shows the three pathetic words, “I love you!” On the other hand, your footsteps will engraved deeply on my road.

“We’ll make a promise here every 8 years till we are 80.”

She friendly and I enjoyed chatting with her. (: Oh, I stumped upon a webby on dream interpretation. So cool. There is actually meaning behind your dreams and through this website, you can know what are dreams trying to tell you. Also, there rules in dream interpretation. For example, the Rule of opposites. Whatever you dream of is actually the opposite of reality. Gotta read up more. Dreams can be that fascinating too! THANK YOU JING LIE FOR BRAINSTORMING SCRIPT WITH ME! haha. Holidays are ending soon which means I need a haircut soon. I’m going to shave the back part of my hair. I’m hungry now and I need burgers. Bye!

“Is the word ‘cool’ a way to end a conversation?”

OK, I’m LAZY! Lazy to type out script #2; I need a puff now. Fuck. Anyway, went KBOX today with Walking and Kali. Walking can fucking sing ok! Can’t tell from her appearance. I really want to do a fucking good romance film. A really touching one. Come’on! I need a good script. Sometimes I think, is Chinese that uncool? FUCK NO! Cheena cannot isit? What i mean is that every language is cool. If Chinese comes form the west side of the world, I bet everyone will think that it’s a cool language. Anything that comes from the east side is so uncool la? Hey people, we are from the east side! So do you mean that you are uncool? FUCK NO! Is it a disgrace to speak Chinese in Mass com? Mass com is no big fuck seriously. No disgrace to speak Chinese at all. It’s always better to be able to speak both languages. Don’t forget, we are Chinese too. And what’s wrong in listening to Chinese songs? They are nice and please learn to appreciate it. Those who think that Chinese songs are lousy and uncool, I think they are the uncool one as they are the one who are missing out the nice things on earth. Chinese lyrics are awesome. So long as it is music, they are nice. Learn to appreciate fuckers! They post is not directed to anybody. Purely my opinion.

“Start school soon please!”

Storyline:

Jay’s a very quiet 7 year old boy. He has autism. He has difficulty in communicating and forming relationship with other people and in using language. He always keep everything to himself and never show any form of emotions to other people. No one has ever stepped into his world, not even his parents. He is always all alone by himself in school, no one dares or willing to talk to him. So naughty kids make fun of him, calling him names. One day, as usual, Jay will be sitting alone at one corner of the classroom. Suddenly, something caught his eyes. A new transfer girl! His heart start pumping very fast. He don’t know why. He cant explain why. But he knows that he wants to talk to the girl. Everyday, he will try talking to her but he couldn’t open his mouth to start a conversation. However, on the other hand, the class bully will always be there to do all things to embarrass Jay in front of the girl. However, the girl would also be there for Jay. And the girl is the only one that Jay is willing to talk to. Never did Jay know that the girl actually has a special liking of him. Days passed very fast and they were seperated after their major primary exams. Since then, Jay never talked to anyone anymore.

8 years later…

Will be continued in the next post!

“Don’t copy the idea! It’s mine! Remember NO PLAGIARISM!!”

Fuck the Christmas! Fuck the festive seasons! Fuck the people! Where are my friends? They all have their own program! Cheeeeeeeeeb!!!!!!! I hate this Christmas. FUCK! My parents decided to stay at home the whole day this Christmas. Dang. I don’t want holidays. I want school. I’m stuck at home for the past 2 days. And today, which is Christmas, I’m going to spend my day at home too. Heeeeeeeelp! I’m so bored that I watched my own production, “Come What May” for like 5 times? Suddenly, I wish to film another romance story again. Since I’m so free, let me type the storyline down in the next post.

“A fucking disc is stuck in my mac! I’m angry!”

I take their lives so they cant take mine. This is war. I take her so you cant have her. This is love. War and love, are they the same? I would want war more than love. As a casualty in love, I might emerge as a king in war. It’s Christmas eve!! Anyone feel lonely? I can spare my time for you. Two lonely people will become even more lonelier. But wrong! Negative + Negative = Positive! So we should become happier. (: My dentist is on holidays and I cant fix my back braces. So uncomfortable.

“A life that’s so demanding!”

Yes! I nailed a solo. Clairvoyant Disease’s solo. Proud of myself. “You are not going to get her if you don’t do anything.” Someone told me. What must I do? What can I do? What should I do? I choose not to do anything. I choose not to put in effort. I choose to regret one day when she’s gone. I’ll just walk away when that day comes. I don’t want a conversation, a solution and an illusion. I just want to fuck the relation. “You’ll still see good girls around for sure. Single can be a great thing too.”Another one told me. I’m desperate. I’m lonely. I’m sick. I just want to dote on my girl. HELLO Gates! So much for your contradiction. Nothing you can say. Nothing you can do. So just keep holding on. Hold on what? Hold on to dust! Empty. This post is just pure crap. Bye!

“I’m sitting on your red couch!”

Dang! Caleb Wong! Your mother really got problem la. Early in the morning wake me up just to tell me that the Singapore bus driver hit the headlines. Make me wake up. I slept at 4am this morning ok! Sheez. And the Singapore bus driver did not hit the headlines. It’s only a small section on stomp. Waste my time only! haha I’m learning “the poison” by Bullet for my Valentine. I cant catch the intro. Cheeeb. Oh yes! I’m now doing a proposal and a ppt slide to convince my mum to get me a miniature Schnauzer. Showing them tonight. hahaha. If things go well, I’m getting it before Chinese new year. Decided to name it “Bullet”!! Last night, she chatted with me like never before. It was nice talking to her. All of the sudden, we have things to talk about. However, things changed. I just don’t love you no more. Why does things happen in a way that always unfavorable to me? I know I’ve turned whiny nowadays. Perhaps it’s because of the holidays that make me so bored that I used the time to think about these problems which I never want to. I need to hurry up with my Christmas present. But I need inspiration too! My back braces dropped! Feel so uncomfortable with two wire sticking out in my mouth. Fixing it tmr before going out. Alright, I’ve discussed with Geraldine regarding our FP script. It’s going to be awesome. Two good ideas now. So happy! Btw, I love my new blog skin.

” Don’t acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong!!” FUCK!