My necklace fucking snapped! Cheeeb. Gotta get new one school. Feel so uncomfortable without a sliver lace hanging round it. ): Singapore do has good composer. I fucking need to know a good keyboardist who can compose songs with me. A good one, a touching one, a power one, an emo one. Just one. Only for her. You grabbed me tightly today, but I don’t like it. I don’t know why. Your stare sends a painful punch through my heart. It hurts. A little action of yours can be heaven to me, a little of your words can be bible to me. I may not be as sweet to you but I care that much. We are caught in the eye of the storm. It’s peaceful, calm and quiet there. Can we stay there with our bodies floating there forever? Whatever now. I’m going to compose song. Bye! Oh yes! BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE’S ABLUM WILL BE IN STORES ON THE 29/01/08! Their eye of the storm, scream, aim, fire and say goodnight is fucking awesome.

“I can’t bear!”

My whole day is ruin now. I woke up late for marcom. Feel so guilty. I remember hearing my alarm ring and I didnt wke up. Discipline la. Also, sometimes, I find it pointless to talk to mum. Nothing ever gets in her brain. I’m going to show her that drums are not harmful to studies. And my room is going to undergo a series of change. A change in furniture and placement. Add in a few more lamp and lights to boost the ambience of my room. haha. Oh yes, my mum is getting me three guitar stands. Which means, one for mockingbird, one for acoustic and the other one for my new (soon) epiphone SG special red/black. hahaha. “I cant sense that you like her nowadays.” Someone says that to me. Perhaps I think. I’m slowly pressing on brakes. Petrol is leaking. Energy level is falling. I just want to get out of the car and walk out of this lousy “relationship thingy” road of mine. Just get over it and walk to other people’s roadside and see how lovely they are. Rather than ruining my mood everyday by seeing her and not letting her know, why not I look at how loving can my friends be and feel their love in the sky. Affection is contagious. I feel it now!! haha. I’m moving out now! I’m breaking off from the chord D#!

“Oooooooohoo. Baby I’ll take my chances with you! Oooooooohoo.”
(This post is kind of contridicting itself but well…)