Alright, I think I’ve found the female lead. She’s Carmen. Now i think back, I’m really a jerk and an ass. After all the things I did and said to her in the past, and now she don’t mind acting for my film production. I’m speechless. God, she didnt bear grudges. I really find myself a bad man. Like I think I’m really evil to her. Really, she’s a nice person. Thanks alot. Even if you dont want to act for me, it’s ok. At least, she treats as a friend now? I hope. Night cycling trip is cancelled. I’m now at home doing some shit stuff. SHOT LIST AGAIN! Makes me angry only. Seriously, I find it hard getting close to anybody nowadays. The close friends I have once is still close to my heart till now. Ever since, no one ever get close. I cant accept them to be close to me. Yes, they are there but still they are far away from my brothers. Sometimes, I feel that people, including me blogs about the same topic over and over again. The usual topics: love, relationship problems, work, bitching, what you do today and etc. It’s getting boring. Does our lives revolves around all these only? I don’t know. I need some food now. I’m starving. One miss call? Has anyone caught it? I think when I watch it, it will turn out to be a comedy instead. I’m watching it with Clarence. Sure alot of funny incidents will occur. Joker la he. Caleb is a handsome CID inspector. haha. Tay ping hui, want a puff?

“There she goes again, acting dao!”

BOo! Something is wrong with my tummy. I have been shitting for like 4 times a day nowadays. Don’t worry Jing lie, we’ll make the film a good and awesome one. Don’t forget we have talented crew and a few talented helpers. haha. Alright, plam mute and pluck, palm mute and pluck in fast speed is what practice for guitar everyday. Whatever. I’ve submitted my application form to join SKCC Management Committee. Hope I will be shortlisted and soon go for the interview. I look forward to know more people and communicate with people effectively. I’m going off soon to see some production. Will be completing shotlist by tommorrow and it will mark the start of our filming. February will you please come quick and fly to me in 5000km/h? So that I can put down schwork and enjoy with my family and friends and get more new clothes!! NO MORE SKINNY! I’m slowly taking care of my body and trying to train myself. I need more fats man. Meeting up with CL soon.

“Heed my lecture, you are no going anywhere.”