Ok, though this is quite wrong or too early to say but still I wanna pen this down. We barely know each other for like hmm, 5 days? I think, not sure, didnt bother to count but ya.. anyway, I feel so helpless when she told me about the guy she likes? OK, I admit that I am super not interested in it. And I avoid talking about relationships stuff with her. But when she tells me that she cried. I’m like… oh no. How? I feel terrible not being able to help. Is this overly concerning? I hope not! Maybe I find her very easy to communicate with. Just like my bestie Jean. Both of them calms me down when things are moving at fast speed around me. Somehow, to think about it, they do look somehow alike. haha. Ok, maybe not, cause Jean is fatter! hahaha. (Jean is going to be pissed again! But you should be immune to my verbal attacks by now right? hahah) Ok, back to the subject. They seems to bring me to a place of tranquility. I just find her different from Jean. The views I have on her and Jean is different. Somehow, I find green monster quite adorable at times. Don’t take this to heart. I just blog what I feel now. I may feel something different the next day. I don’t wanna rush into it this time. 4 years and 4 months is a mistake. Will this be another one? I dont know. Who knows, it won’t even start being a mistake. I hate the ambience of my room, always create this emo thingy in my mind. And those music. Argh! Shall play some death metal now to stop this emo shit. But I quite enjoy this feeling actually. Suddenly, I just dont feel like ending this post. Just go on and on and on….

“Don’t ask me question about this post!”

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk’s in the wrong direction
There’s always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?
Someone Rah Rah this with me?

“My complex past; your plain self makes my present beautiful.”